did I just make that choice or was it fate? I'm hoping more the latter lately can't keep pace with my health of my habit begin with confused, add dramatic don't make me choose will he side with his flesh or with his brain? it's clear that they want different things seperate points on a line don't make me choose again I'd hate to prove to them their friends thought I had held it but it's gone made a black and hot arrival plus one song whisper thoughts of too bad think of the night that she had it isn't much to be aware complicate things by standing by the cue is an expression so what, the one time in a month that you could I must admit it does feel late who perfectly timed that escape? control of nothing, up to fate just like it was in the first place thought I had held it but it's gone made a black and hot arrival plus one song song, good song

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cavalry
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

always the one to push to power you model yourself as the ivory tower seems you've succumb to being flattered as quick as they come you seem to master i don't want to can't see the logic in the view you use you never look through, it only hides the ugly truth so i don't want to it's already been made decision to fight, the choice to leave the cage you know that you're right these things were meant to change act like your dumb because you'll get farther they weed out the ones they know are smarter i don't want to can't see the logic in the view you use you never look through, it only hides the ugly truth so i don't want to iris of my eye petal unfurled i wanted to keep you not throw you away but my brain was broke that day i wanted to pry it up open away i wanted to show you not lead you astray you don't want to see, then fine just passing it off to the next person in line he knows that he's fucked so the blame is place with you but no matter it's placement the blame is your excuse some fucking cowards try to bring loads of guilt on top of me they try to say i should care more about my own well i know because i've fought it for so long and that's the best reason not to stop

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halfway below horizon
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

asking seems a pointless dream let's pray too and send food fucking please, i'll make you see your actions reactions so far i've been a cynic by and large i let the pretty picture change my heart but not my mind so it's true we've been fools and our silk leash was our noose so far i've been a cynic by and large i let the panicked picture change my heart but not my mind desperatley dressed to the t's they ask for and get more... divide me to fit the screen for shut ins a quick fix fuck what our government's telling us, it's a lie i can't believe we're not more than just paranoid schizophrenics though, they tried to let us know so it's true we've been fools and our silk leash was our noose what have you had to do? did they burn your corpse for fuel - it's what they do and they'll probably kill me to keep this from you but you know it's been shown if we lead by example our thoughts can live on.

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winfield dark
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

convincing the masses to seek what i seek is being sought with what seems like increasing frequency it's not like i'm sure that it's great what i know but i'm so fucking sure that we lack self control patience time the status quo you'll starve for life in thought control.. "oh, i remember you - so try to play it cool" oh i have been so blind the plot's so thick you can't see through - it doesn't bother you? convincing the masses to seek what i seek is being sought with what seems like increasing frequency it's not like i'm sure that it's great what i know but i'm so fucking sure that we lack self control so claims i, the insane man don't believe proof those facts are scams "oh i remember you - so try to play it cool" oh i have been so blind the plot's so thick you can't see through it doesn't bother you? shouldn't that bother you? there's nothing left to do it just gets more confused (and stubborn too) patience time the status quo you'll starve for life in thought control another plan from stupid men who run our lives like they own them it's much too late to stop this now, but as soon as we're gone it will start over again claiming i am insane man, i've got this proof, i don't need scams convincing the masses to seek what i seek is being sought with what seems like increasing frequency it's not like i'm sure that it's great what i know but i'm so fucking sure that we lack self control.. we lack self control

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scaffolding
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

once tracers were trailing off her, heard the echo before offer, that i'll turn down, that i'll turn down i know better now, still i turn down hope that you do not think just to be relieved of your responsibility to the social needs of.. claw into our memory to figure out what has made me, me, escaping in sound, i can't turn down i hope that you do not think just to be relieved of your responsibility to the social needs of liquid fills the space it has to keep your body from collapse, when interspersed with play and naps and picking up a piece of where we had left off makes more trouble for my body i don't trust you cause' you act like me, but there is no foul this i know now i've escaped in sound this i know now liquid fills the space it has to keep your body from collapse, when interspersed with play and naps and picking up a piece of where we had left off, liquid fills the space it has to keep your body from collapse, from collapse hope that you do not think just to be relieved of your responsibility to the social needs of..

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green & gray
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

wait one moment, hold your voice i'd wait here forever, just for an hour you held the key for so long that it rusted in the lock well, I say.... row like you need to get home today pray to be open-minded and alive ..it only lasts forever virtues are few and patience is not one of them but what should I do cause i'm like this for so long so, I say... row like you need to get home today pray to be open, hopefully alive go like you need to find any way all your asking, always misplaced, all accountable always trapped in this place ..it only lasts forever you held the key in the lock till it rusted for so long it could not be fixed for so long the tallies say that's nineteen trys you will not win before you die so look beyond and change the scene to make it something you can win I drew pictures I want to keep re-painted on a wind wipped sheet... ...in circles...

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subtle
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

remember, I'll scrape you just to prove to you that I was your friend undoing your bias will be as much fun as shattering glass you asshole - how could you? I opened up my palms and you ran away untying your ankles wasn't as much fun as I thought it'd be I thought you'd know why I was crying but eventhough, you resist remember that I was there too you came on and faltered and wasted... you used up my jealous pride I thought you'd know why I was lying but eventhough, you resist live enlightenment you fuck I thought that I could leave but I was never there you came and faulted me for my opinion who's there? I was it came of my jealous pride

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landscape
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

conversation oasis lets my thoughts control you all day and all night I wrapped around you forlorn but alright cause I learned about you caravan cross the spectrum try to see what you see all day nothing changes so lay your head and make it... real time to wake up tired of seeing this I'll change the world to fit my..... you thought you need it but you got it and you still don't know you try to fake it but the point is that it's not for show why would I confess to a crime that society blames on a fuckin fool?? all day nothing changes so lay your head and make it

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cita
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

twisting and burning the earth like you own what owns you without which we'd be dust corporation profit won't make right right?!? they have no ears and no eyes with no tears think this species is somewhow above It's falling apart again now it's our fault lets not be the only ones left standing It's falling apart again now it's our fault lets not be the only ones left standing corporate profits won't make right right?!? I won't let them take out my world I'll fight with my mind and my hands It's falling apart again now its our fault lets not be the only ones left standing It's falling apart again now its our fault lets not be the only ones left standing can't tolerate destruction anymore must destroy them to defend what would you have me do? I'll burn your home infront of you there is no substitute for what you can't create

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belief
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

rise. can't stretch much farther lest my legs are torn away seems so much harder physically being in this place my ego is large though, I can't let them see me hurt those people seem evil rooting and shouldn't breathe in dirt just in time allowed for consumption you bow to what is handed your way true, victimless crime so everyone is breaking me well I tore myself on broken knees well I can't wait for us to collapse that would be fair but I don't want you back it's no wonder, you live under customs bear down on you can't change what's raised, first things learned kept whole way through is your tongue the one that controls what you do? comes from the lungs that's part of the cycle that breathes for you true, victimless crime unmake your mind so everyone is breaking up, my hope is dying, and I want it shut well I can't wait for us to collapse that would be fair our own weight snaps our back so everyone is breaking me well I tore myself on broken knees well I can't wait for us to collapse that would be fair but I don't want you back but I don't want you back (I don't want you back)

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kincaid
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

when my feat touch the dusty floor i miss the ocean that much more that's what i've known since i was no years old i feel the sweet rain on my skin, survey the scene and breath it in i let it in and now it takes control like thunder. when i was just a little man all the places in the sand they help me shed my fear of all that's bold i wonder what a love could be if you take away the tragedy. oh i wonder all the forgiveness before now is nothing to what i grant you. pictures only thoughts of you my savior in a box she opened one on one is not my part wonder what could be alone my feat touch the dusty floor i think about the ocean more it sings a song that plays much louder now; how long i've salted my wounds for you because of a choice on my heart you break apart when you come i wonder all the forgiveness before now is nothing to what i grant you broken me my half tears sold my property away from that ghost one on one we'll remain forever unchanged wandering is for the words you chose not to, i'll take with me they lead us nowhere and know where there's some place they lead us no where they let us know where nothing was out there lets start again

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slipt... kid
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

here comes that one she's salty cheeked ugly holds me close as i force her away never wonder if you think about me i'm not part of the things you play found you trapped and tangled in the ivy "yeah, i'm carnal with all of my friends" they are closer to me than the hole in my heart that was caused by your friend oh no, I'm alone seemed so obvious, it seemed brand new seemed like someone i could grab a hold to it's this burning light in my eyes can i get away from your pain cut my achillies, i'll come home again we'll form a secret club and i'll tap into you you'll help me figure out why i was chosen too we'll form a better one, we'll learn to be so cool to help me figure out what i wanted it unteaches my logic to be here please escape me from my own parade oh no, i know it's this burning light in my eyes can i get away from your pain cut my achillies, i'll come home again let's form a secret club and i'll tap into you could help me figure out what i wanted we'll form a better one, you'll teach me all brand new to help me figure out what i wanted

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flash
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

if I say something that is offensive I'm chastized for using my senses let's pull a white sheet over the world let your blood spill no I won't participate in your census cause as soon as you get what you want you will end it you'd pull a white sheet over the world is this the point where the first stone is hurled let your blood spill oh, what do I know It makes me awful inside when it's over some shit unfolds but I'm still bored I wonder if anyone will find the right way you prey on things that have no defenses takes more strength to protect then to end it pull a white sheet over the world let your blood spill why'd you wanna see, different sides of me that's one place that I'd fear to go, pretend why'd you want to see the world seen through me so distorted you can't trust your lens why'd you want to know your eyes bright lights though it's just something that gets so old I'd believe it with no proof I wanna see I had some clue of worlds around me fallin down let's start our revolution now

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i don't even know you
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

long gone, don't care can't now, been there you think i don't understand your anger and feelings you've abused my sympathy now that's over don't judge before i've had my turn you think i don't understand you're anger and feelings you've abused my sympathy now i'm tired so you'll follow, cursing me in your head then tomorrow you are my friend again point that shit in your direction fed up with your ressurection it's one thing that i know you're not but act as though that's one thing that i know give me a reason to walk away or turn around facing the sun on a hazy day wonder about what the world thinks of me it didn't end up like it's supposed to be it makes no difference to my life so you'll follow, cursing me in your head then tomorrow you are my friend again point that shit in your direction fed up with your ressurection it's one thing that i know you're not but act as though that's one thing that i know you can go fuck what you had brought it held no weight but you still taught it wasn't something i should know what i should not

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permanents
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

don't tell me you can't taste the air i live and breathe my mind explodes while i see things like grabbing roots while burning skies lean toward my earth identify? shall we just take up roots before we die i can say no more, what'd we work for don't make me regret every second that i spent with you i believed what you said was true now this completes my living hell broaden the space within ones eyes i can say no more, what'd we work for like a blanket of snow on cracked asphalt as if someone was wandering, bleeding, restricting my breathing but still, still i take it too far i think that what you have tried is not working leaning on a crutch made of chemicals oh how want to borrow them for awhile the acrid smell becomes a picture deep inside myself i fuck and bitch but never learn you scratch and tear make me sore it only makes me want you more shall we just take up roots before we die? i can say no more what'd we work for i should say no more what'd you work for all this time? like a blanket of snow, on cracked asphalt as if someone was wandering, bleeding, restricting my breathing but still, still i take it too far i think that what you have tried is not working leaning on a crutch made of chemicals oh how want to play with them for awhile

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not exist
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

oh no, i'm thrust into my depths again I had put off well behind me my half-assed smile, I cracked it on my own ran into holes I think I know bumped into her, I thought she knew but she kept god on her side "you need" love said I could be beautiful a good lie to tell at home I looked myself and unless I cannot read it's there in black, my future's written on me I have no pride my fingers numb from placing them inside you I'll have my way this is my fun by taking pills to spite you (despite you) so then she asks how can I want that smell I guess it's comforting for me to swallow my affection what if, like you, I don't know where I'm from I feel closest to things that are not human I have no pride my fingers numb from placing them inside you I'll have my way this is my fun by taking pills to spite you (despite you) I'd pull nails though to save your mind from mine why all this questioning? just let me go

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rows
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

although it's common it's still untrue i never noticed that.... until i left you they wanted so badly to burn they got all their wishes in turn they wanted so badly to burn hold out your hands your palms up they'll touch your skin because it's rough seems fair make clear your intentions always walk your own away from here

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rotary, repetition
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

rays avoid half a mind to slip out on my own clearly spoiled a new low morning came, walked away starting when? clock won't hold these seconds on new idea can't be worked the guy in charge - a fuckin jerk so dig in clay... the trees don't sway in tandem they get away leading those they abandoned face looks strange, but stay awake it's simple when you change in place so stay awake and watch the screen so we can be sure that we've missed nothing brazen choice, decisions made won't hold you down hate your voice? join the club, i'll know you now new idea can't be worked the guy in charge - a fuckin jerk so dig in clay... the trees don't sway in tandem they get away leading those they abandoned walked away

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virginity plea
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

why should i believe in you? what has turned out to be true? where am i god? why should you know, when i should not? let's argue as people i'll speak to myself as an equal many moments passing by me i must press myself onto them all must wait for the neighbors they're always so aware and we're running scared ....i must have made it up thought someone gave a fuck about so in my mind deliberately amplified the problem completes you can't stop it until you concede too many moments passing by me i must press myself onto them all why should i believe in you? what has turned out to be true? what's the point of me and you we're through

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everyone's favorite soldier
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

at first when i heard it i couldn't believe it my friend my compadre was going, he's leaving. rise. my only fear is he's changing becoming something i don't know but i know that i love him please don't go i wondered what was cool i went to go ask derek what do you do when the bricks in your head make you so pigheaded you can't listen to friends? rise. i wondered what was new i went to go find derek he showed me what was cool i need you ever more i need you more please don't go

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the armistice
lyrics by M. Mcmillan
music by dualesc

swore like your parents did before you you know you would endure your deviation from the norm fucking fuck i'm bored of youth the biggest gift we never use sick of saying "fuck" too restore connections idealism is not a bad thing do you forget this when you grow? still you think that it's safe to be sure you could never accept that you bore me with your stories of how cool you were and it was to live in your movie about you and your life still she seeks more... restore connections idealism is not a bad thing don't forget this as you grow swore like teenagers have before you i'm sure that you look so stupid when you go fucking fuck i'm bored of youth the biggest gift we never use sick of saying "fuck" too, fuck you too restore connections idealism is not a bad thing don't forget this when you're old control your emotion you're so sure when i look at your face i know, i know still you think that it's safe to be sure you could never accept what you are and you tell me i'm pushing too hard but i swear i won't lie to you

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